sometimes, you just drop the things once they are given to you after so much whining.
sometimes, GOD wants you to struggle for something, and then the moment comes when HE gives you the reward and makes your heart no willing to accept it.
NAVY was a big dream indeed.
initial test: PASSED
initial medical: CLEARED
ISSB: RECOMMENDED
final medical: FIT
final interview: ……………….
i am not even waiting for it because i dont want to join it. suddenly the wish to wear white uniform, the wish to make my career, the wish to prove myself has vanished.
i feel like I should be a stay at home girl. i dont want to do any job. everything seems so bullshit to me now, ….
i just want to be relax now. GOD what are You planning to do next yaar? where is my destination? where am i heading to? where am i gonna stop yaar?